F*k lamont

i knew it would happen, baby. this is the email i can't send you because i am going to be a good girl. i fucking want to hate you so bad. so you met another girl. i knew you would. i knew you would. how long did it take you? the only reason i am dealing with ... is because i thought i had to find someone else first before you did....and youre like oh did you sleep with him and im like oh noooo and im like did you kiss her and your like baby i didn't fuck her and you know how much i love kissing...

well fuck you
i did fuck him already

i hurt again and again
over and over and over

even if this new person thinks i am beautiful
and is not white
lol
and has a thick dick

its not your tongue
anymore
and you
i guess are okay with this.
and i,
i'm not.

god i loved you
i am so selfish i didn't want you with anyone else. does that qualify me as crazy?
and she has a KID? some beautiful black two year old baby boy?
how can i not hurt over this.
it seeps through my pores.

lamont.

i wanted you so bad

forever i wanted you
i hate this
it hurts.