We always speak too soon...

I always talk about how I want to write?
I don't want to do anything anymore.

Evolution my ass. I hate everything!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11

--I am in TN!!!!
--LAMONT DUMPED ME!
--I AM NOT HAVING SEX WITH ANYONE
--I LIVE WITH MY SISTER
--DID I MENTION I AM IN TN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!111

What have I become?

I guess i will be together enough in the next few days to really start writing...what else do i have to do, besides get a damn job?????

There are two cats here, and my sis' dog.

I mean....he just did it basically so he wouldn't have worry about providing for me. Robin, the guy he is living with isn't paying his rent either, and I just wasn't pulling my weight....he didn't even fucking cheat on me, for real.

but i have only called him twice since I have been here, that's good isn't it?

Have I ever told you how much I hate TN? It is so racist here. And lets just be honest okay? Cutting cold turkey from some hot ass black dick isn't exactly my idea of fun.

Since Tuesday I have been laying around on my ass feeling sorry for myself, you know? My sister has been awesome...pretty amazing. I have the internet. I have a place to sleep. I know. Stop yelling at me. i think i am going to be alright. Time heals all wounds, isn't that what they say? I sure hope so, God.