Integration

Wow. So I really should keep writing in here if I am really a writer, eh?
Guess what, I am WORKING NOW.
With babies, again... in daycare...fortunately for me it is in a place, in Tennessee even, where I am one of the only white employees.

So, while there is no more random fucking and I have a sorely underused pussy, at least I am actually earning actual US dollars, albeit 7.25 an hour.

I don't drink...well, not a LOT :)
My life is terribly boring.
I am thinking this should be a great time for writing to kick off. I mean, I go to work, get snot and shit on my clothes (as well as loads of hugs, kisses, and adorable little memories from beautiful kids),
then I come home, with my sister no less,
and do as little as possible until I go to bed sinfully early
to start the whole thing over again.
But its okay.
Im alive,

im breathing, i don't feel attractive, but i do feel useful. :) and i know that i am absolutely wonderful with kids.
however, any random entrance of a hot beautiful dark skinned man would be welcome. :)

I will try to write here more often. no one still knows im here, but i do. God has brought me an incredibly long way.

keep dreaming, you random people out there...maybe i will actually get around to posting some book lists on here...that would be good for me, and i totally getting into this carl weber guy..almost as good as michael baisdon!!!

i so want one of the men in his books lol.