and i THINK I am still going to be at Maryann's house with mike and the baby and of course lamont. :) he already bought over a hundred dollars worth of food! can you believe it?he's been...oh so much fun. ok. so i do like him. it's inevitable. the butt pats, the squeezes, the not so hidden kisses. i like him, becasue just as i told him last night, he knows what and what not to get angry about. but once again i am only holding my own self down, not calling angel...having no money (i would like to sell my foodstamps). this morning robyn called him at 5:30...he went to the bathroom, came back downstairs, and instead of leaving right away, began touching me. he waited until after we were finished fucking before he left (and he kissed me goodbye), the darling.
this morning i saw that cute guy at the micah center that i have been curious about with MICHELLE, that big girl that darrell was with when i was away from the shelter for a weekend. i can't stand her. i called D. he's all talking about how he needs some pussy and he's been checking on our tent. i just don't know anymore. i told him maybe i would meet him there next week one day. once again he said the dude doesn't want anyone to stay with him, even though just monday he was saying that the guy had changed his mind, he's such a LIAR!!!!!
the reading is going great though. anyday my life dwindles into nothing, wisp by wisp. anyday now the ground will indeed swallow me up, completely. and i will be no more. wait and see. it will happen.
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